Monday, March 29, 2010

Recovery....




The End : Hey guys,sorry for not updating my blog,but now i have the time im gonna do it ;) We'll i guess im over and done with "her" and i wanna thank firstly God,family members and friends and a friend far far away :) This was a journey that was hell for me but i pulled it through,not by myself,cant do it without you guys :) I'm sorry to say i still do think a little tiny bit of her but I'm gonna try to improve myself. As im finding a place to do my Diploma in music over in Malaysia but the results are impossible and i dont have enough finance to go abroad so I'm praying and see what are His plans for me :) I just got home from Klang,after a long day,church,lunch,dota,futsal (used my new shoes) and dinner and now home,gonna chill and then skype someone,hopefully she comes online :) This is all from me guys,CHEER AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK! WOOOHOOOOO.................!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Recovery...

Day 11 & 12 : Morning guys,its 3:15 in the morning here and im still awake,i tried to sleeep but i couldnt,i threw up,i dont know what was that :(  feeling much better now,hope i'll get some sleep after posting this. Yesterday was a great day,i skyped with a friend from a far away country,she had a web cam at last ;) and yes we talked for an hour plus minus and yeah it was great,and i said "hi" to her mom and little brother too :p and cant wait for her to be back on sunday :) As for my recovery,i think im doing much better but im still finding out stuff,her lies and cheats. I think im relying on God and not anyone cause i know its the proper to get over things :) This is all from me. Love you guys :)

Friday, March 19, 2010

Recovery...

Day 10 : Good morning peeps :) The weekends are just around,hope you guys had a great week. I'm currently at my cousins house where my BMW 5 series is parked and im spending the week here as usual :) After all the slaps i got from the people who love and cared for me,I'm feeling much better now and i wanna thank them ;) Im currently skyping someone,she is a friend from a far far country :) As for love,i think i will get over things the right way :) Cheers peeps :)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Recovery...

Day 9: Hey guys,im almost asleep,but just before i go to bed today was okay for me,didn't sleep since yesterday and i went cyber with my friend and then headed home and got ready for work,i let many ppl down today but yeah they still supported me and im happy to have them around me. I'm thinking lesser about her already,i wont lie to myself anymore. Thank God that He has a brighter future for me ;) Goodnight or should i say Good morning :D

Wednesday, March 17, 2010



An old picture of me during in Sedaya(my secondary school) 
Good and Bad memories remain ;)

Recovery...

Day 8:
Hey guys,what a day,no one called me out today,haha,and i went to work and found out that my students are all not coming,so i had nasi lemak ayam :) then had my night classes and came home. I was stupid to check something that made my heart sank ,but WTH guys,its over and done with,she is moving one so will I,but not moving on by liking someone but the REAL way of moving on ;) And i lost my best friend,i made up my mind to take away the ppl around that used to support "us" but now they have turn their back on me and support her and her sister,everything happened for a reason,and God did not let it happen for nth,i have learn my lesson so well that i will NEVER do it again in my life. That is all from me on day 8,thank you for reading ;)

Monday, March 15, 2010

Recovery...

Day 7:
Hello everyone :) today was quiet a nice day,i woke up early and spend my afternoon with someone who called me cute ;) and yeah went to work and came home early and chill. As for love,she unblock me after i texted her about what she was doing,so yeah i think im getting over stuff and yes i seem to be on track again :) thank God for everything :) hope the week started well for you guys,cheers! :)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Recovery...

Day 5 & 6 :
Hey guys,im currently in starbucks,my cousin's house doesn't have internet :( This week was heaven and hell for me as i spend a great weekend with my cousins and yeah we had much laughter and monkey business,and i had to deal with some stuff that was long behind my back but it came back to me after it was hidden to me 5 years,so yeah God will pull me through! :)
As for love,it getting through but im finding it funny,she changes her PM and then unblock me then when i see the PM she blocks me back,isn't she happy with the guy that she likes now? i am really laughing out loud here,LOL! that is all from me for the pass 2 days,have a great week ahead ;)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Recovery...

Day 4:
The day started out quiet well,went out for lunch with someone i promised to take her for bubble tea for a month,AT LAST i brought her :) Bought new futsal shoes,injured my leg due to not wearing shoes while playing futsal :( Worked out and jogged under the rain,it was cool but I was scared of the lightning :p Had my dinner and all,had a great news told to after being hidden 5 years form me. As for love,i'm pulling through,still feeling the same,with 2 problems of betrayal,so yeah,everything is getting out now :) Going to bed after i skype my friend from london :)

Friday, March 12, 2010

Recovery...

Day 3:
Today was a quiet a nice day for me,had lunch with my cousin and a friend,watched Alice in wonderland,work then came home,worked out and played game :) As for love,im still recovering,sometimes she pops out in my head for nothing and all the feeling starts to burst out but i manage to keep in under control,i guess im going to find my princess soon :) Thank God for everything and helping me go through this :) Hope to have a better day tomorrow. This is all for day 3

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Recovery...

DAY 2:
Woke up to a phone call from Homegrown,asking my for my high school band,i think i have my plan already :)
Found out some stuff about "her" on her sisters Facebook but yeah,even though how bad it hurts,not as much as last time,i promised someone that im gonna take 6 months off in relationship :p
I'm getting the silent treatment but things are going on and my friends who are so called "bro" and "sister" know it all but they just never seem to bother to tell me,BUT I'm getting stronger each and everyday,i get turned down by stuff that i want but its Gods planning and timing. Another day of work and coming home to chill :)
That is all for day 2 :D

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Recovery...

Day 1:
Everything is not going like how I want it,God is telling my something here,as for relationship wise,i'm accepting facts and my eyes are seeking for others :) But somehow i need to get over it and then find one that will accept me and love me for who I am ;) Currently at work,but student's not here yet,so i update my blog,this will go on till the day i die and when I'm busy,I'll still try to update you guys :) cheers my friends....
Silent Treatment