Two people in love, isolated from the world. Now that's beautiful....

Hate the Game, don't Hate the Player...

NERD!

As my week started,so was my diploma...

I never knew i would get one but i did...

I never fail to do my assignment when i have time...

Everyone believes that I can do it,I believe this is what God has plan for me :) AMEN!

I thank God what I am where I am now...
I thank everyone who was by my side...
I thank the people who were there for me....
I thank God for making the impossible possible...
It doesn't hurt me anymore,but i see you as my friend :)

You said clean slate,hipocrisy reek :)

Recovery....

The End : Hey guys,sorry for not updating my blog,but now i have the time im gonna do it ;) We'll i guess im over and done with "her" and i wanna thank firstly God,family members and friends and a friend far far away :) This was a journey that was hell for me but i pulled it through,not by myself,cant do it without you guys :) I'm sorry to say i still do think a little tiny bit of her but I'm gonna try to improve myself. As im finding a place to do my Diploma in music over in Malaysia but the results are impossible and i dont have enough finance to go abroad so I'm praying and see what are His plans for me :) I just got home from Klang,after a long day,church,lunch,dota,futsal (used my new shoes) and dinner and now home,gonna chill and then skype someone,hopefully she comes online :) This is all from me guys,CHEER AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK! WOOOHOOOOO.................!

Recovery...

Day 11 & 12 : Morning guys,its 3:15 in the morning here and im still awake,i tried to sleeep but i couldnt,i threw up,i dont know what was that :(  feeling much better now,hope i'll get some sleep after posting this. Yesterday was a great day,i skyped with a friend from a far away country,she had a web cam at last ;) and yes we talked for an hour plus minus and yeah it was great,and i said "hi" to her mom and little brother too :p and cant wait for her to be back on sunday :) As for my recovery,i think im doing much better but im still finding out stuff,her lies and cheats. I think im relying on God and not anyone cause i know its the proper to get over things :) This is all from me. Love you guys :)

Recovery...

Day 10 : Good morning peeps :) The weekends are just around,hope you guys had a great week. I'm currently at my cousins house where my BMW 5 series is parked and im spending the week here as usual :) After all the slaps i got from the people who love and cared for me,I'm feeling much better now and i wanna thank them ;) Im currently skyping someone,she is a friend from a far far country :) As for love,i think i will get over things the right way :) Cheers peeps :)

Recovery...

Day 9: Hey guys,im almost asleep,but just before i go to bed today was okay for me,didn't sleep since yesterday and i went cyber with my friend and then headed home and got ready for work,i let many ppl down today but yeah they still supported me and im happy to have them around me. I'm thinking lesser about her already,i wont lie to myself anymore. Thank God that He has a brighter future for me ;) Goodnight or should i say Good morning :D

An old picture of me during in Sedaya(my secondary school) 

Good and Bad memories remain ;)

Recovery...

Day 8:

Hey guys,what a day,no one called me out today,haha,and i went to work and found out that my students are all not coming,so i had nasi lemak ayam :) then had my night classes and came home. I was stupid to check something that made my heart sank ,but WTH guys,its over and done with,she is moving one so will I,but not moving on by liking someone but the REAL way of moving on ;) And i lost my best friend,i made up my mind to take away the ppl around that used to support "us" but now they have turn their back on me and support her and her sister,everything happened for a reason,and God did not let it happen for nth,i have learn my lesson so well that i will NEVER do it again in my life. That is all from me on day 8,thank you for reading ;)

Recovery...

Day 7:

Hello everyone :) today was quiet a nice day,i woke up early and spend my afternoon with someone who called me cute ;) and yeah went to work and came home early and chill. As for love,she unblock me after i texted her about what she was doing,so yeah i think im getting over stuff and yes i seem to be on track again :) thank God for everything :) hope the week started well for you guys,cheers! :)

Recovery...

Day 5 & 6 :

Hey guys,im currently in starbucks,my cousin's house doesn't have internet :( This week was heaven and hell for me as i spend a great weekend with my cousins and yeah we had much laughter and monkey business,and i had to deal with some stuff that was long behind my back but it came back to me after it was hidden to me 5 years,so yeah God will pull me through! :)

As for love,it getting through but im finding it funny,she changes her PM and then unblock me then when i see the PM she blocks me back,isn't she happy with the guy that she likes now? i am really laughing out loud here,LOL! that is all from me for the pass 2 days,have a great week ahead ;)

Recovery...

Day 4:

The day started out quiet well,went out for lunch with someone i promised to take her for bubble tea for a month,AT LAST i brought her :) Bought new futsal shoes,injured my leg due to not wearing shoes while playing futsal :( Worked out and jogged under the rain,it was cool but I was scared of the lightning :p Had my dinner and all,had a great news told to after being hidden 5 years form me. As for love,i'm pulling through,still feeling the same,with 2 problems of betrayal,so yeah,everything is getting out now :) Going to bed after i skype my friend from london :)

Recovery...

Day 3:

Today was a quiet a nice day for me,had lunch with my cousin and a friend,watched Alice in wonderland,work then came home,worked out and played game :) As for love,im still recovering,sometimes she pops out in my head for nothing and all the feeling starts to burst out but i manage to keep in under control,i guess im going to find my princess soon :) Thank God for everything and helping me go through this :) Hope to have a better day tomorrow. This is all for day 3

Recovery...

DAY 2:

Woke up to a phone call from Homegrown,asking my for my high school band,i think i have my plan already :)

Found out some stuff about "her" on her sisters Facebook but yeah,even though how bad it hurts,not as much as last time,i promised someone that im gonna take 6 months off in relationship :p

I'm getting the silent treatment but things are going on and my friends who are so called "bro" and "sister" know it all but they just never seem to bother to tell me,BUT I'm getting stronger each and everyday,i get turned down by stuff that i want but its Gods planning and timing. Another day of work and coming home to chill :)

That is all for day 2 :D

Recovery...

Day 1:

Everything is not going like how I want it,God is telling my something here,as for relationship wise,i'm accepting facts and my eyes are seeking for others :) But somehow i need to get over it and then find one that will accept me and love me for who I am ;) Currently at work,but student's not here yet,so i update my blog,this will go on till the day i die and when I'm busy,I'll still try to update you guys :) cheers my friends....

Silent Treatment

over and done with...

i did what i didnt think i could do...
i told her stuff that i didnt think i would say..
i let the whole world know everything..
i never knew that God was actually telling me something...
but now is all done and over with and i thank God..


Rockstar

I ACCEPT WHAT GOD SAYS..
MY EYES ARE OPENED...
AND I BELIEVE...

love is beautiful and simple but we make it complicated and ugly...

you love me? come get me baby ;)

The love...

The Courier Receipt





this is how much i can do for you...
this is how i can show you my love...
this is how much i love you....
Hun,i love you so much,Happy Valentines day.. :)

Validation Receipt

The moment that will never die..

The ONLY picture of us that still have
;)

hey guys,sorry not updating my blog..
nth much this few weeks,band is dead..
so i guess i am working really hard towards my plan,
for people who know what is it =)
and i just did this to my hair yesterday =)
and i love you ling =)

shit..

i cant take it that you are back..
i cant stand that i fail to contact you..
i cant stand that you are not replying my messages..
i cant stand that i cant talk to you...
SHIT!

2010...

helo guys...
how was new year? bet it was great,party and boose! haha...
mine was alright,well lets pray that this year things will get better not worst ☺
i am actually tired,didnt really sleep during new year and many activities came up along the way...
school is starting,OMG! i miss school actually,how i wish i was still at form 5,haha..
i was looking at my report card just2 days ago,emo emo emo =(
alright guys,i hope that you have a great week ahead and rock on guys ☺
Cheers and God bless you ☺